Amber and I recently found out that we were pregnant. We are soo happy... lots of new stuff to look forward to, lots of new stuff to worry about She is very brave and strong hearted when it comes to being pregnant. Theres nothing coming between her and her plans on taking care of the baby in whatever means necessary. Things couldn't be better for me, she is strong enough for the both of us leaving me at a loss on what I should be doing sometimes, but I cant think of anything else I need other than to make sure the baby is going to be ok. When it comes to things like that everything seems to take forever to happen. Tomorrow will be the first doctor visit for us. It is exciting.... Then I'm off to work on Monday.... 3 hours away from Amber for 5/7 days a week until work situations straiten out but it will be worth it.. We need the money, that don't change the fact that I will miss her every second of it. I'm just glad its going to be temporary. Eventually she will get the nice comfy office job while I skin my knuckles out in the field, I'm happy with that tho... thats how things should be in my opinion.. I guess I'm old fashioned... but the best thing about that will be that we wont be apart anymore. Lol I miss her and I haven't even left yet.. oh well I think thats normal.... life is a little scary now days, I like to think its good to have a little fear...... have to have something to lose before life can be scary. I can honestly say for the first time in my life I actually have something.. a responsibility, something to take care of, protect... something I can call my own. I guess you could say for the first time in my life, I actually have a life. And its all thanks to Amber.

Me and Amber met threw DA forever ago, all kinds of background story ect ect I would go threw the whole thing right now, its a wonderful story but if too many people say "aww" at once my allergies act up so ill just link her page and save some for another day Ayame87 [link]